Everyone has problems of their own, Maya. That's something my therapist told me. They're all important to different people.
... You're right though. My mom and I have had our problems, of course. But we're working on them. We've made a lot of progress. It used to be I didn't know how to communicate with her at all but that's changed.
Not sticking around for things didn't do good at holding onto friends, I guess. That's... on me, but it still makes things harder than they should be sometimes.
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Date: 2017-03-18 05:35 am (UTC)... You're right though. My mom and I have had our problems, of course. But we're working on them. We've made a lot of progress. It used to be I didn't know how to communicate with her at all but that's changed.
She's always tried to be there. Unlike him...
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Date: 2017-03-18 06:43 pm (UTC)Otherwise, I might not have the friend I do now, right?
Like I said, it's his loss. You do great in spite of him, and you should at least be proud there, I think.
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Date: 2017-03-20 04:26 am (UTC)And you're right. I just wonder if it's still okay to think of what might have been.
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Date: 2017-03-22 03:10 am (UTC)But... I guess it's kind of hard to not imagine that, sometimes? Just don't let it take you over too much, okay?
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Date: 2017-03-24 06:55 pm (UTC)And I'll try not to. I will say, talking it out... it's made it easier not to for now.
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Date: 2017-03-25 05:16 pm (UTC)So, like. If you ever need to talk about it, or anything... I'm right here, y'know?
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Date: 2017-03-28 12:29 am (UTC)[Of course that requires Maya to have issues which make that necessary which totally isn't the case, right? Right? Hahahhaha...]
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Date: 2017-03-30 02:07 am (UTC)[Rachel has some suspicions, but... well, let's give it some time.]
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Date: 2017-04-03 05:00 am (UTC)Even if I'm still kind of figuring out how to do all that, heh!
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Date: 2017-04-03 10:19 pm (UTC)no subject
Date: 2017-04-04 06:17 am (UTC)I have a hard time getting much further than that, most of the time.
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Date: 2017-04-04 10:16 pm (UTC)That's some kind of progress, right?
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Date: 2017-04-07 03:35 am (UTC)[As she does, Maya whips back around, for better or worse.]
So we've just gotta try and keep ourselves honest!
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Date: 2017-04-13 07:31 pm (UTC)no subject
Date: 2017-04-15 04:34 am (UTC)I'm not really used to that. But, good!
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Date: 2017-04-15 09:37 pm (UTC)no subject
Date: 2017-04-17 01:41 am (UTC)Not sticking around for things didn't do good at holding onto friends, I guess. That's... on me, but it still makes things harder than they should be sometimes.
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Date: 2017-04-17 08:55 pm (UTC)I have a hard time remembering that a lot of the myself. I'm not trying to be overdramatic, either. Just. Life is a work in progress, I guess?
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Date: 2017-04-21 04:31 pm (UTC)huh?
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Date: 2017-04-21 07:59 pm (UTC)But. Yeah, that's basically what I'm saying.