It's fine, it's fine! We're dealing with a lot of weird stuff, right??? Better to be able to contact people outside this whole... thing. Just in case anymore Twilight Zone stuff wants to hop out at us.
[Maya would receive a link to this supposedly private entry on Rachel's on-line journal around the time things start going wrong.]
Rachel Hishimura
2/15/16
Dad messaged me today to give me an excuse for why he couldn't be around at Christmas. He was spending it with some "close friends", which usually means he's spending time with his girlfriend or hanging out with some other cops.
I expected this. He always does this. It wouldn't bother me if he didn't leave the possibility open. I guess I should expect him to lie or break promises by this point, but the season makes it hurt worse.
Mom says not to worry. That we'll have a Merry Christmas without him. She's right, we always do, I just wish he cared about how I felt.
I guess I have something new to talk to my doctor about next month.
Maya is. Pretty sure she's not supposed to be seeing this. But ... should she not say anything, and hope maybe Rachel will not realize it was sent here or... sigh.]
[When Rachel sees a reply to this, her blood runs a bit cold. She knew her posts were being shared, but. She didn't want or expect this to be one of them. Of all the private observations, of all the venting she's done, why did it have to be something like this?
... But she can't show how bothered she is. Not when it comes to a matter like this one.]
Something's gone wrong. A few of the private posts on my journal have been shared with people. I apologize, Maya.
[Not even... that scary. S- sure. Sadly, this is someone who still has a fear of the dark and sleeps with a nightlight, Maya might be a bit easily spooked lately.]
Oh. Oh, yeah. Okay. Just another one of those stupid requirements they give us.
I guess... you could say I do, a bit. Even with the the play we're doing and it being a story everyone kind of knows inside and out, studying it and trying to prepare for it I've really kind of felt for the things in it!
Honestly never used to think I was that kind of person, but ever since I've met all these people through this app, I dunno. I guess I've been reading into things a lot more.
I know it sounds a little weird, but like. I guess I'm normally a bit... wishy-washy in a way. I can never nail myself down to something, or to any particular people. I've spent a lot of time trying and doing all sorts of different things! But it doesn't really help you make friends when you don't hang around. I guess I was just sorta all over the place.
Here, I keep coming back to this and seeing the same people, it's something I couldn't get away from if I wanted to. And in spite of how weird it is, I don't want to!
This seems a bit unrelated, heh. But, it's made me kind of step back and look at what I'm doing! Think about what I read, and see, and who I meet.
I'm not even sure if that makes sense, but even if it's just some stupid spooky story made to freak people out, it's easy to read into things when you're thinking about everything that much more.
that is very complicated with a lot of feelings but i am happy that you wanted to share
i do not know what i can say to help but we are very glad that you are staying too you are fun to talk to and very nice i hope you want to stay a long time
Eh-heh, it's weird sometimes. I can overthink things too much sometimes, and then just not think about them at all when I'm doing them.
[Unlike the girl she remembers "being" in those weird memories or visions or whatever. She seemed a lot more straightforward...]
But, thank you! I like talking with you as well, and everyone!
...OH! That does remind me; are you feeling better since a few weeks ago?? I haven't wanted to pry, but you know, with the hair and language and stuff...
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Date: 2017-02-04 08:00 pm (UTC)My phone number is 555-7452. If you want to email me, my email address is diamondspell52@gmail.com.
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Date: 2017-02-06 05:39 am (UTC)no subject
Date: 2017-02-06 06:53 am (UTC)Anyway. I hope this is all okay? Me sharing this with you I mean.
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Date: 2017-02-07 01:26 am (UTC)no subject
Date: 2017-02-07 03:38 am (UTC)Do you want to share yours too? If not, it's fine. I just thought it was worth it to ask.
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Date: 2017-02-08 05:08 am (UTC)So that Big Brother doesn't get them from here.
[You know, like what you just did, Rachel.]
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Date: 2017-02-09 04:25 am (UTC)no subject
Date: 2017-02-09 04:27 am (UTC)Heh, I knew that! I was just testing you!
[...sigh...]
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Date: 2017-03-07 04:24 am (UTC)D:
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Maya is. Pretty sure she's not supposed to be seeing this. But ... should she not say anything, and hope maybe Rachel will not realize it was sent here or... sigh.]
Uh, ah. Rachel?
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Date: 2017-03-07 04:21 pm (UTC)... But she can't show how bothered she is. Not when it comes to a matter like this one.]
Something's gone wrong. A few of the private posts on my journal have been shared with people. I apologize, Maya.
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Date: 2017-03-10 07:11 am (UTC)But, are you alright? I know I shouldn't be reading something that private, but...
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Date: 2017-03-12 01:54 am (UTC)I'm alright, this just kind of ripped the bandaid off on some things.
[Again, she feels worse than she's admitting to, but. Got to keep up appearances.]
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Date: 2017-03-13 11:48 pm (UTC)If you're up for it, I would be up for talking about it.
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Date: 2017-03-17 02:54 am (UTC)[That's what you say, right.]
If you wanted to, I'd be willing to listen. But.. only if you want to, okay?
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Date: 2017-04-02 05:20 am (UTC)it's what leads to anya sending this creepypasta over at some point in the day]
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it was ok
but you should not need to be scared
the app told me to send it
but it is not even scary
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Date: 2017-04-03 04:38 am (UTC)Oh. Oh, yeah. Okay. Just another one of those stupid requirements they give us.
That's not... SO bad...
[oh god why did she keep reading it.]
actually it's really kind of sad :(
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Date: 2017-04-03 08:08 am (UTC)not creepy
but it is only a story so do not worry too much ?
or is maya the person who feels for stories ?
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Date: 2017-04-04 06:09 am (UTC)Honestly never used to think I was that kind of person, but ever since I've met all these people through this app, I dunno. I guess I've been reading into things a lot more.
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Date: 2017-04-05 03:26 am (UTC)because of the people that you have met ?
why
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Date: 2017-04-07 03:44 am (UTC)or to any particular people. I've spent a lot of time trying and doing all sorts of different things! But it doesn't really help you make friends when you don't hang around. I guess I was just sorta all over the place.
Here, I keep coming back to this and seeing the same people, it's something I couldn't get away from if I wanted to. And in spite of how weird it is, I don't want to!
This seems a bit unrelated, heh. But, it's made me kind of step back and look at what I'm doing! Think about what I read, and see, and who I meet.
I'm not even sure if that makes sense, but even if it's just some stupid spooky story made to freak people out, it's easy to read into things when you're thinking about everything that much more.
[That's sure. Wordier than she normally gets.]
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Date: 2017-04-08 06:36 am (UTC)with a lot of feelings
but i am happy that you wanted to share
i do not know what i can say to help
but we are very glad that you are staying too
you are fun to talk to
and very nice
i hope you want to stay a long time
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Date: 2017-04-13 03:31 am (UTC)[Unlike the girl she remembers "being" in those weird memories or visions or whatever. She seemed a lot more straightforward...]
But, thank you! I like talking with you as well,
and everyone!
...OH! That does remind me; are you feeling better since a few weeks ago?? I haven't wanted to pry, but you know, with the hair and language and stuff...
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