I guess... you could say I do, a bit. Even with the the play we're doing and it being a story everyone kind of knows inside and out, studying it and trying to prepare for it I've really kind of felt for the things in it!
Honestly never used to think I was that kind of person, but ever since I've met all these people through this app, I dunno. I guess I've been reading into things a lot more.
I know it sounds a little weird, but like. I guess I'm normally a bit... wishy-washy in a way. I can never nail myself down to something, or to any particular people. I've spent a lot of time trying and doing all sorts of different things! But it doesn't really help you make friends when you don't hang around. I guess I was just sorta all over the place.
Here, I keep coming back to this and seeing the same people, it's something I couldn't get away from if I wanted to. And in spite of how weird it is, I don't want to!
This seems a bit unrelated, heh. But, it's made me kind of step back and look at what I'm doing! Think about what I read, and see, and who I meet.
I'm not even sure if that makes sense, but even if it's just some stupid spooky story made to freak people out, it's easy to read into things when you're thinking about everything that much more.
that is very complicated with a lot of feelings but i am happy that you wanted to share
i do not know what i can say to help but we are very glad that you are staying too you are fun to talk to and very nice i hope you want to stay a long time
Eh-heh, it's weird sometimes. I can overthink things too much sometimes, and then just not think about them at all when I'm doing them.
[Unlike the girl she remembers "being" in those weird memories or visions or whatever. She seemed a lot more straightforward...]
But, thank you! I like talking with you as well, and everyone!
...OH! That does remind me; are you feeling better since a few weeks ago?? I haven't wanted to pry, but you know, with the hair and language and stuff...
it is not prying thank you for worrying about me i think i am feeling better because everyone is helping and saying kind things
even if it was scary and surprising it has gotten easier in a month and even though i still miss my words i have learned new ways to tell people what i want sometimes with new words i did not have before
it is easier to believe that everything will be ok now
It's hard not to get swept up in how actually scary things are, but people have helped a lot in not doing that here. I think I would have lost my head when we had that blackout otherwise...! I've got a bad habit of just kind of... trying not to think about things? And then they explode in my face! (,,゚Д゚)
But I'm glad you're doing better, and people have helped! I know it may not seem like it this many months in, but I'm still certain we'll get to the bottom of this stuff eventually!
i am not too worried people are trying very hard my friends are doing a lot to find answers and do not look like they are giving up so i think it will be ok
right now everyone is safe that is what is most important
Too late, things already have a habit of doing that without our control.
Not giving up is the key thing! o(^▽^)o Even if I'm not real confident on what TO do in order to figure things out, as long as we're all looking out for each other, I'm sure we'll find some way!
There was a time I might not be so confident there, but it's worked out so far, it seems.
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Date: 2017-04-03 08:08 am (UTC)not creepy
but it is only a story so do not worry too much ?
or is maya the person who feels for stories ?
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Date: 2017-04-04 06:09 am (UTC)Honestly never used to think I was that kind of person, but ever since I've met all these people through this app, I dunno. I guess I've been reading into things a lot more.
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Date: 2017-04-05 03:26 am (UTC)because of the people that you have met ?
why
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Date: 2017-04-07 03:44 am (UTC)or to any particular people. I've spent a lot of time trying and doing all sorts of different things! But it doesn't really help you make friends when you don't hang around. I guess I was just sorta all over the place.
Here, I keep coming back to this and seeing the same people, it's something I couldn't get away from if I wanted to. And in spite of how weird it is, I don't want to!
This seems a bit unrelated, heh. But, it's made me kind of step back and look at what I'm doing! Think about what I read, and see, and who I meet.
I'm not even sure if that makes sense, but even if it's just some stupid spooky story made to freak people out, it's easy to read into things when you're thinking about everything that much more.
[That's sure. Wordier than she normally gets.]
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Date: 2017-04-08 06:36 am (UTC)with a lot of feelings
but i am happy that you wanted to share
i do not know what i can say to help
but we are very glad that you are staying too
you are fun to talk to
and very nice
i hope you want to stay a long time
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Date: 2017-04-13 03:31 am (UTC)[Unlike the girl she remembers "being" in those weird memories or visions or whatever. She seemed a lot more straightforward...]
But, thank you! I like talking with you as well,
and everyone!
...OH! That does remind me; are you feeling better since a few weeks ago?? I haven't wanted to pry, but you know, with the hair and language and stuff...
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Date: 2017-04-15 03:02 am (UTC)thank you for worrying about me
i think i am feeling better because everyone is helping
and saying kind things
even if it was scary and surprising
it has gotten easier in a month
and even though i still miss my words
i have learned new ways to tell people what i want
sometimes with new words i did not have before
it is easier to believe that everything will be ok now
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Date: 2017-04-17 02:17 am (UTC)It's hard not to get swept up in how actually scary things are, but people have helped a lot in not doing that here. I think I would have lost my head when we had that blackout otherwise...! I've got a bad habit of just kind of... trying not to think about things? And then they explode in my face! (,,゚Д゚)
But I'm glad you're doing better, and people have helped! I know it may not seem like it this many months in, but I'm still certain we'll get to the bottom of this stuff eventually!
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Date: 2017-04-17 03:13 am (UTC)please do not let anything explode
i am not too worried
people are trying very hard
my friends are doing a lot to find answers
and do not look like they are giving up
so i think it will be ok
right now everyone is safe
that is what is most important
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Date: 2017-04-21 04:30 pm (UTC)Not giving up is the key thing! o(^▽^)o Even if I'm not real confident on what TO do in order to figure things out, as long as we're all looking out for each other, I'm sure we'll find some way!
There was a time I might not be so confident there, but it's worked out so far, it seems.
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Date: 2017-04-21 11:33 pm (UTC)that is what i believe
because that is what everyone is trying so hard for
i think that work will be rewarded
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Date: 2017-04-25 12:18 am (UTC)